I also don't review well. That is to say, when people have asked me "How was this semester?" I can only think about the last 2 weeks where the world of learning became a world of chaos and "how much of this work can be completed right now because it's due very soon".
Even if I had an accurate description of the whole semester, that only covers September - December 2012.
I worked at Arrowhead Bible Camp this summer and that covers June - August 2012. I'm going to Arrowhead tonight with my mom and spending New Years there. I'm so excited!!
Thinking about the last semester of my freshman year feels impossible. I have not exerted a lot of effort in the 'remember when' department but it's weird how little is coming up.
Last January I went to the Dominican Republic with my dad and a group from Rockford. The team is there now and I am so excited for their mision.
Sometimes I sit in chapel (11:00AM) and can't even remember if I've had a good day thus far. I forget if I was in a good mood or not. It's a little comical but it's pretty great because I can shake off the bad things that happened earlier this year or earlier this day and move forward.
At some point, things will come back to me about last semester, last year, etc. In that respect I tend to idealize but that's okay. God is really good and focusing too much on the negative can make that truth feel not so true.
Perhaps I'll spend some of my time in the car on the way to camp today thinking about all that happened this year. There's still one day more of 2012 left and I plan to enjoy it with friends.
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