Sleepy

I am possibly the most messed up on sleep I have ever been.
College set me on a whole other clock for when sleeping was appropriate. For example, at the beginning of the year I never napped and was usually asleep by 12:30. That was late, in high school I- uh, actually I can't remember. That's probably speaking volumes for how well my brain is functioning under these conditions.
Anyway, I started staying up later and then spending more time falling asleep. I napped during the day at least for 20 minutes but when it's the 20 minutes right before class, I felt all groggy and gross and wanted to sleep immediately after class. Sometimes I did and then bedtime was a joke. Who was I kidding I had 2 naps that day, how could I get a good night's sleep? Plus I added coffee more routinely into my life which I will never apologize for because it's too delicious.
Then finals week hit and sleep became a "grab it when you can" kind of thing. Now, I am home (hurray!) and I don't have anything to wake up for at least for a couple weeks. The sleeping now has zero pattern because I have become an expert alarm clock ignorer. Darn my non-useful talents!
I have plans to take another stab at ALL THE STUFF I brought home with me. I hate having all this junk! I get this idea that I should just toss it all and then I think "Wait, but what if I..." and hence the accumulation of all this stuff. Ugh!
My self imposed bedtime is in 20 minutes- nighty night!